Sunday, April 17, 2005

ok. im feeling abit worried at the moment, everyone seems to haven gotten thier reply from med except me! haihz. nvm... FAITH!

anyway, this weekend has been ROCKIN!

on sat went for bhangra prac in the morning den went church. marcus visited our church this week so i sat with him and dave and michael (who came too but im scared of him) and sermon was qt good i guess. yupps. but sometiems i dunno lah. kinda question the reason y they go for alter call? i mean yah ok im sure alot of them went cos they really felt the Spirit leading them too. but cant help but wonder how many went up cos all thier friends went up. oh well not for me to question the motives of others i guess. anyway cell was ok... feel abit worried abt josephine tho. i hope she is ok. dunno lah. soemtiems its a struggle to be a leader but yah. must persevere! :) with God's help all things are possible.

went to meet marcus and co after tt to go clubbing haha. it was fun! wanted to go chinablack at first budden the queue was super long so went gotham penthouse and discovered tt the age limit for guys is 23 haha. so in the end we went to cocolatte. was qt fun at first budden was sooooooooo crowded i felt like dying. i short mahz. its qt sad lor. dance rite den i notice tt some guy behind me's butt is like at my back level lah. super sad rite! i felt like a midget.ok well anyway went marcus hse to swim after tt haha. but i din wanna get wet so i sat out with roy. got home at 420!!! yah. felt qt bad cos i told mummy 330. at least i got home before she woke up this time. was super hungry tho cos all i ate the whole day was a slice of cake for breakfast. gosh. long but qt fun day heh. :)

den today was the performance!!! i wanted to go church in the morning but was too tired to. paiseh. i guess i shld not go clubbing on sat in the future. yups anyway i dunno lah. at clubs i see alot of things tt i do not approve of so i dun take part in them so it shld be ok rite? like i dun drink and i dun anyhow touch pple and stuff just dance for fun. dunno lah. its when i see my friends doing these things that i feel abit wierd lah. like a whole new side to them and stuff. oh wells. i realised tt pple always treat me like im younger than them! i dunno y lor. is it cos im short??? haha. dunno. but anyway this girl hu is like my age was insisting tt she send me home cos she sayid (and in her own words) "if some guy tries to rape me i can kick him in the balls but if he tried that on you you will probably kick him in the knee instead" like WOOT haha. ok nvm. it was qt sweet of her lah. yah but anyway i felt abit sad at the end of the night cos of some stuffs but nvm lah. maybe tiredness and hunger more than anything else.

OH anyway i was talking abt our performance. it ROCKED!!!!!yeahhh. it was super hot and crowded but like it went sooo well and yah everyone said tt it was super nice. was qt sad tho tt gobs couldnt watch it cos he still recovering from high fever. he was hospitalised yst so yah. qt bad. poor thing lah. he really put qt alot into this performance lor. yah but anyway it was super nice and the stunts were ultra cool haha. and the mc kept making such a big deal out of the fact that the group was made up of 5 guys of whom 4 were seikhs and 1 tamil and 5 non indian girls haha. he kept reminding the crowd tt we have one swedish and 4 chinese girls in our group but yah haha after the show alot of pple wanna take foto of us hahaha. oh wells. it was so so so so fun ad nice :) Thanks you God for not letting it rain and letting us dance really well! i felt abit uncomfortable when the guys said tt they were going to pray and like we just pray to our own god if we want. was kinda thinking tt if God does ans us (all the girls are christian) den like to them wun it be like thier god is answering them too? dunno lah. but anyway, i just prayed that if anything was unholy abt the whole thing that the Spirit would tell me so i would leave. but din get anything so hopefully its ok heh :) yups well anyway im really tired now and i think tt the apprentice is coming on soon! heh. and loo: i answered u on esthers blog. i SUPER free this week. seriously. except wed and fri... tues how?